Is it because I dropped out of school ๐ญ or maybe it's because I wasted my mom's money๐ญ. God why am I going through all these difficulties?? Why?? Lord, I'm begging you, let him be her brother or just a friend to her๐ญ๐ญ. Recho can never cheat on me๐ญ, she can't,, I won't bare the pain of living without RECHO ๐.
Hata kama niliomba kwa imani,, bado sikufaulu ku ignore dalili za mvua ambazo zilikuwa zimejionyesha wasi wasi๐๐ญ. He called her "beb"๐.
Lakn mbna anicheat?? No lazima ni mm ndo wa makosa, lazima ni mm ndo nimefanya acheat,, Recho was perfect, loving and faithful too, I didn't want to imagine anymore ๐ญ.
At that moment, the girl followed me to the main road (stage). I totally refused to give her my ears,, I wasn't ready for lies๐๐.
HER: Beb? Please it's not what you are thinking, that guy is my cousin ๐๐ญ.
๐ค๐ค๐ค Cousin?? When did cousins start calling each other "Beb"?? that point didn't digest in my head, ilibidi nikasimama, although hilo ndo lilikuwa ombi langu kwamba huyo jamaa awe cousin yake lakn tena nilikataa kuliamini.
ME: Cousin?? Recho my love,, umesema ni cousin wako?
HER: Calm down Sky, I will explain everything to you ๐. Actually, he's a friend of my cousin, sooo๐๐, pia huwa namchukulia kama cousin yangu๐. Please let's go back..
ME: Wait, what did you just say? So you mean a friend of your cousin is in your house, amevaa towel pekee, alfu anakuita Beb,, anyway I know very well you can't cheat on๐ญ๐ญ. Beb I know you can't ๐ญ, am sorry for misunderstanding ๐๐๐.
HER: But Sky, no one is perfect,, usiseme hivo๐.
Tulirudi kwa hao yake,, Recho was still schooling at UoN(university of Nairobi), so alikuwa amarent nje ya campo, she made me believe in love again. She could visit me in my 1500 rental house, have fun then anarudi,, next time mm namtembelea, tuliishi kama couples ๐.
Kwa njia tulikuwa tumenyamaziana,, hakuna aliyetaka kufungua mdomo๐ช,, tukiwa karibu kufika kwa nyumba,, Recho alisimama tena๐ค.
HER: SKY,, you have to know that I'm not that perfect the way you think ๐ญ๐ญ. Am sorry ๐๐ญ๐ญ.
ME: No beb I should be the one asking for forgiveness,, sijawahi fikiria kwamba unaweza nicheat,, sijui leo nilifanya aje๐๐. I miss understood you ๐.
(Nikienda kumhug)
ME: It's not like that please ๐ญ. Beb am sorry ๐ญ.
ME: For what??
HER: Promise you won't break up with me ๐ญ. I have wronged you Sky ๐.
ME: Recho I think you know me well,, I can't judge something without knowing the reasons behind ๐๐. Umenikosea wap??
RECHO: Sky ๐ญ,, he's just a friend ๐๐. This will never happen again ๐ญ.
ME: But why? Why doing this to me.. I have sacrificed everything just to make sure our relationship remain healthy ๐ญ๐ญ. Sometimes najifanya msick kazini ndo nicreat time yako beb๐๐ญ. Why?
RECHO: Please ๐ญ. I know you do everything for me,, you pay rent, buy me food.. aki beb(hugging me)
ME: No๐ช๐ช. You can't cheat without a reason,, tell the truth hunny,, that's how relationship works, communication . What was your reason ๐๐.
RECHO: He approached me the other week๐ญ because sikutaka kukudouble deal, I asked him to be just friends. So he wanted to know where I live nikamwambia haina shida,, we haven't done anything bad Beb. I can send him away if you want ๐ญ.
I didn't want to be so selfish, sikutaka niende deep into the story, "she asked him to be friends and not lovers,, now he's in her house with only a towel on his body๐ค, sky you have be careful oo" I said to myself.
Kwa heshima niliyokuwa nimempa Recho,, niliamua kuenda naye hadi chumbani,,
HER: So Richie am sorry but you have to leave my house now๐ช.. this is my husband ๐๐.
HIM: ๐ค Your husband? After all this long ndo unaniambia sahi ๐.
"After all this long๐ค. How long?" It didn't make sense to me
RECHO: Just leave please,, (she took his trouser and put it at the door) sky my love karibu. Once again am really sorry ๐. I promised not to hurt you ๐.
ME: It's okay,
My mind wasn't there with her, nilikuwa nafikiria pesa zenye nilikuwa nime invest kwa Recho ๐, sikuwa naamini nilipohisi mapenzi yangu kwake yalikuwa yamepungua kwa kiasi kikubwa ivo๐ญ.
Kwangu mm niliapa kutomvunja mtoto wa mtu moyo, kwa sababu maumivu nayajuwa๐๐ญ. I remained so faithful nikimgonja Recho amalize chuo tufunge pingu za maisha๐๐.
HER: Sky simu yako inaita,, mbna ni kama haupo hapa kimawazo dear,, (she came and sat by me) what are you thinking my love๐ญ. Your phone has been ringing for almost 5mins now๐ค๐ค.
Without answering her back, I received the call only to realize that he was the interview guy..
"Hello boss, sorry nimekuwa shower๐, nambie niskie?" I asked.
HIM: Oyah kakangu,, naelewa situation koz ulikuwa umeshaniarifu, so Recho yuaendeleaje??
Recho: (๐ฑ๐ฑananijua kwan?) She whispered
ME: Yupo fresh kabisa kaka nashukuru Alla ๐.
HIM: bro sitaki nikupotezee muda, kwa sasa niko mbele ya camera yani sauti yako iko live, so interview yako nimeipost na kwa sasa inafanya vyema sana,, mafans wanataka kujuwa mengi haswa kutoka kwenu wawili๐๐.
ME: Mmh haina shari, kesho kuja hapo hapo uliponishukisha ๐.
HIM: Asante kwa muda wako,, salimia Recho ๐.
She wanted to know the whole story kwa hiyo nikamsho tukawatch hiyo interview yangu๐ญ. Recho alilia alipoona nikimsifu mbele ya camera,, pia aliona amenikosea sana๐ญ๐.
HE: beb mlimeet wap na huyu jamaa??
ME: Town, kwan unamjua?
HER: Sky, why do you love me this much๐ญ(she changed the topic).
ME: Not just loving you Recho,, I can die for you to be alive๐. Playing with my feelings ni sawa na kunizika nikiwa hai๐ญ. Mm nina marafiki wa kike wengi sana ila sijawahi mkaribisha hata mmoja chumbani kwangu๐ญ.. RECHO I don't know where you got that courage.
The following day the interview guy came to the house, he was surprised to see Recho ๐. "Tabby is this you"? He asked.
RECHO: (trying to ignore his question) Karibu kwanza kwa juice wewe๐ช๐ช.
ME: Bro, this is Recho, not Tabby๐.
HIM: Oh my goodness ๐๐. Bro we need to talk privately please ๐.
RECHO: Ngร i Ian??๐ Beb usimfwate.....
To be continued.... What's going on ak ๐๐ญ naomba nipewe 12shares pekee nidrop next part๐๐. Usikose KULIKE ๐ฅฐ.